Losing A Whole Year

"I remember you and me used to spend
The whole God damned day in bed..."

I need help.

Today was just all kinds of fucked up for me. For one, I went to bed far earlier than I anticipated last night. Then I slept in far later than I really should have... ever. Noon!? What the hell?

But in all honesty, I'm glad I did. I felt as if I was with someone very special, and in a weird kind of way, it all felt natural (sounds odd, doesn't it?). Unfortunately, it's back to reality soon: work tomorrow, of which time I'll leave I'm not sure about yet, and then dinner with my family, although I have no idea when or where I'll be at yet (probably my house?).

Ah well. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and I'm actually not entirely looking forward to it. Even though I'll see most of my family, I still feel like something or someone will be missing. It'll be a sadder day than a happier day.

B3 out.