I haven't been terribly content with myself lately. I've been happy, yes, but not all-around satisfied with how I feel, what I get accomplished, and in general, I feel as if my near future will be somewhat bleak.
Thus, I set out to identify the problem. And I believe it has to do, as I've hinted at previously, with routine. I'm stuck in a rut, doing the same things from day to day, week to week, and this has produced a somewhat stale feeling in me. If nothing else, I dread going to most of my classes, mainly because I spent so much of the initial semester drudging from one to the other compliantly. Now it feels great to break routine when I don't have to go to a class.
I believe at issue is that I need to first learn to alter my daily routine: spend more time downtown, perhaps, or get around campus more often, rather than spending so much time locked up in Hayes 025. Perhaps I need to learn to sleep less, and get out on the weekends.
Even if I cannot invoke change within the next two weeks, I think I can survive sanely enough until winter break starts: and that will be a major change of pace for me.
B3 out.
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