I am changing.
While a part of me is scared to death about all the changes coming over the next few months of my life, the vast majority of me is excited beyond any expressible means. For me, change tends to come in large, chaotic, sweeping waves (versus small, calculated twitches). In my case, I have had a great run of fortune in 2011. My studies have been going well, my hard work on my personal projects have definitely paid off, I am switching to a fantastic new job in my ideal city (seriously, Perrysburg), I am reconnecting with an old friend that I truly missed over the years, I am improving my health every day - this list can go on and on.
Not since graduating college have I felt so positive about my life, and yet at the same time, I find myself in a kind of reflective state: "Am I doing the right thing?" Interestingly enough, I ask myself this question at every major juncture in my life, but this time I am paying almost no attention to the "what if" scenarios. I am moving forward, goddammit, and I have no intention of second-guessing myself back into a corner while ignoring the possibilities of all that could be: a new job, a new home, new friends, and infinite happiness.
B3 out.
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