Here's to the Next Hundred

I never thought this blog would last a week when I began writing it. Here I am months later, and I'm posting my 100th post.

I know you can't see it, but I'm giving myself a huge pat-on-the-back.

The CS JOb Fair on Monday was nothing more than a battle of wits - me trying to keep my head straight. I'm not sure how my resume looks to any of the companies, but I'm hoping I hear something back soon. Meijer stinks.

Things have begun to rapidly change for me in the last two days. I'm talking major change.

I'm beginning to feel a million times more positive about my life than I ever have. It seems like I have a million friends, and everyone of them plays a part in my life right now. Some parts are bigger, some are smaller. It is damn good to know that someone will always be there for me.

A rather dramatic (and surprising) change for me comes from the world of girls. Lacey is having major troubles. I'm not talking about school or work... not to be too personal: I think she is finally experiencing some of the things that I knew she would - things like longing, jealousy, confusion... things I've had to go through during our breakup process.

But at the same time, I've been having some fairly deep conversations with a long-time friend of mine: Carey. I admitted to both her and Lacey that I have a fairly small crush on Carey, but I think maybe I always have - there's something about her always BSing attituding that I find attractive.

Then there's a new girl... a mystery girl. Two years ago I found myself oddly attracted to a complete stranger, for whom I never, ever talked to. Now, through Aryn and a few other friends, I found her name to be Colleen. We talked on AIM last night for a couple of hours, and she's turned out to be a pretty fun person. I think I'm going to ask her out on a date next week - just for possibility's sake.

In the long run, everything comes down to me being me. My time with Lacey was unforgettable. Now I'm ready to make new memories, whether I'm single, dating, involved, or just doing what I do best: being lost in life, love, and lust.

Here's to the next hundred.

Cheers.