For some reason my life has fallen into an immediate slump of anger, fear, depression, and uncontrollable hormones all at once. One of my major goals in moving on from Lacey was to remove myself from six years worth of memories. Thus far, in destroying old memories I've noticed that I'm having problems creating new ones: that is, remembering simple things. Am I too focused on my goal?
Another bugger in the pipes is something that I am still working on: girls. I've decided that at this period in my life I don't need a full, loving, dedicated relationship, and I'm throwing the towel in for a while on relationships and am going to have fun, play nice, and enjoy myself. Thus, I retract anything I said in the last twenty blog posts about Colleen, Kristin, or Laura on an intimate, almost perverted level. Instead, I will forge a new path with new rules and (hopefully) stronger feelings for friends, family, and myself.

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