Whitey

I have no idea where we got it, but a 2004 hit from Dido, "White Flag" found its way onto my computer. I'm pointing my flag at my sister... she's always into my AllofMP3 account - but that's the beauty of cheap music - easy to download!

Anyway, wow... what a song...

I totally forgot that it existed, but I listened to it about six times tonight - now seven.

What a beautiful song. It's quite true, too - I will always be in love. Does Lacey think I've moved on yet? Moving on is so damn hard. And now it's almost midnight, and my mind is starting to sink into that blurry line between dreams and reality - it's a messy place. I should go to bed soon.

I let the cat out of the bag. I told Lacey my biggest secret yesterday. In September of last year, before we broke up, I spent far more money on her than I should have for an engagement ring that I'll never get to use. If you ever, ever, EVER buy an a ring, make sure it's returnable! I won't make that mistake again!

You too would feel like shit if the one you wanted to marry never gave you the chance to ask.

I'm going to bed.