The Truth Is Telling

My weekend of self-reflection and semi-meditation is over. What has come of it?

Several realizations:

• I do indeed not wish for a girlfriend now by practical means, and for the first time in several years, I also do not want one due to personal reasons, namely a newfound lack of interests in becoming involved in the (sometimes) deep emotional attachment that follows. I am not saying that I do not care nor wish for such an attachment, but at this point in my life, taking a break from such potential is more relieving that not.

• Four years ago I made a choice. The choice was to stay home and attend BGSU as my college of choice, but namely so I could stay near Lacey, who at the time I was growing closer with. Now, six years later, with our relationship having gone full-circle, I've debated the question: did I make a mistake? The answer is yes and no. Yes, in that grander things could have been waiting for me elsewhere, along with new experiences away from home. No, because I've learned many important lessons (... etc.) that either way make my four years of college at BGSU feel complete. Oh, and I do have lots of new friends, of course...

Anywho, I have a busy week ahead of me, so as usual check the calendar and whatnot, and I'll catch you peeps later...

Out!