One of the worst things you can do in life is become a conspiracy theorist. That's me right now, only on an emotional level. I tend to get into certain moods where I think everyone around me has a problem with me, and I'm not wanted. Austin and Korinne will become one, Lacey and her friends will migrate their own direction, Colleen will never want to see me again after Japan, and I'll be stuck alone in the end.
It was today that I learned to get over it. That's where the key comes in...
For all of my dozens of problems, worries, and fears, I'm right now getting over one at a time, one a day. Everyday, as I dive deeper into discovering myself post-Lacey, I'm seeing more and more things that were once a real problem for me should have never been problem in the first place. It was all paranoia.
I bought GTA: San Andreas tonight for $15 at the oh-so-sweet C&C Games in BG. Great place, great prices. I played it all night tonight and now... I'm off to bed...
Out.
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